Songs of Solomon

I cannot resist the hotness that is Blue. As a matter of fact I CAN resist the hotness that is Blue. I am so over it.
We would blush ping-pong in midst conversation in the cafeteria.
Admiring / flirting glances are exchanged almost every single day.
You could almost feel the static electricity between each encounters.
But then these are only my observations.

I told him 'I wanna know you...' in which he replied, 'It would be good to get to know you too...' so things are a bit more obvious now I guess, hmmm... exciting!
How do you get passed that 'illusion' that you create initially when you haven't really known someone for long?
I just want to be my caring, loving, thoughtful, cheerful, quirky self.

Christmas isn't the same as it used to be, not for me anyway.
I don't mean to sound like a Grinch but if I blink and fast-forward Christmas til it's over I probably wouldn't mind.
I'm just feeling a bit 'underwhelmed' at the moment.

So, woke up this morning lacking a little pep. Had nothing to eat til about lunch time, and I'm so not used to it at all.
I missed outrigging/training coz I had such a busy weekend - had the much anticipated flat-warming last Friday, then went to D's 20s themed Xmas/Work function the next night. I had fun at the flat-warming but I didn't feel like I did a good job as a host. It was hard trying to get everyone to mingle with everyone else. There were cliques at the party and it felt like f*cking high school it was pretty sad. To top it off our neighbours called Noise Control on us at 15 minutes past midnight how cool was that.
My friends got pretty wild. I'd have to cut this short coz I have to go back to work.

I feel a bit like this verse from this U2 song at the moment:

U2 - Electrical Storm

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
if the sky can crack
there must be some way back
for love and only love

And a bit like this Bic Runga song...

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you

And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinitely true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
 
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
 
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

Its all because of you
Its all because of you